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| So I've been stressed out for the past 2 weeks, my late night's have returned after a couple months absence, and after this morning found out i've lost shy of a full 10 lbs though i'm not quite sure of what o0;; The burns seems to have returned as well
Father save me
what's getting me so stressed...
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| GCAGTTGTGGGTATCGGGTTTGCAGTTGGTGT
ACGGATGGTTGTGGGGTGCATCTTTGTGGGCA
TCGTTGGGGTAGGTATACGGGTTGTAGTACTT
GTCTTAGTTGGCGGCATGATCGGGATTGGCA
GTTGTTTTGTAATTATTGGGCTCCGTAGGATA
CGCTTCGTTGTCTTAGTTGTCGTCTGCATCCT
CTTTGGCTGTATCGTCTGCATACGCGGTATAC
GGGTTGTCTGGTGGATAATCGGGAGTTTGCGG
ATCGTTGGGCTCCTAGTAATTGTAAGGATTTA
ACATGTTGAGGGTTGTTTTGCAGTTGGCGGCA
TACTTGTCTGGTGTATACGTGTTGTAGGGCTTG
GTATCGTTGTCTGGTGCATCTTTGTAATTATTGT
CGTAGTTGGCGGCAGTTGTTGGAGCTTTGTCCG
GATATTGATCTGCATCTGTATAGTACTTGGTATC
GTTGGCCGGAGTATACGGGTTGGGCTGATCCT
CTGGTGGATCCTTGGGCTGAGGAGTTGGAGCTT
TGGCCTTATTGTGGGGTGCATCTTTGGGTGCATA
TTATGGATACGGAGCTTTGTGGGTATCTGGTTTG
GGCGTTTAGTGGGGATCCTCGTTGTAGTGCGGA
TCCTTGTCTGGTGGATTGTCGTGATAATAAGGAT
CCTTTAACATGTTTAACATGTTTAACATGTTGCT
CGGTGCATCTTTGGCATACGCTTTGCCGGTAGC
GGGTGTATTGGGTGCATCGTTGGCCGGAGCGTA
GTAAGGATTGTAATAGTCCGGATTGTAGGGCTT
GGCATTGGCGTAGGTTGCTTTGGCCGTATCTGCG
GGTTTGTGGGGTGGATACTTGGTATCTTTGGCGT
AGTAAGGATCGTTGTCTTAGTTGTAGTGATCCTT
GGGCTCCGTAGGATACGCTTCGGGTGTATATTTG
TTTAACAGGTCGGTAGGGGGTTCGTTTAACAGGT
TGGCTGCATAATACGTATCTTTGTAAGTAGCGGG
TGTATTGCAGTTGTGGGTATCGGGTTTGTTATAGT
GATTGTGGTAGTGAGTTGCTTTGGCAGCGTCTTGA
GCAGTTGTTTTATTGTCTGCAGTGGGATTGTCTGG
TGGATTGTCTGTATAAGGATTGTCTTAGTTGTCGG
GAGGATTGTGGGGTGCATCTTTGTTATAGTGATTT
AACACGTCCGGATTGGCTTAGGTATACGGGTTGG
TATACTCGTCTGGAGCAGCTTTGTAGGGCTTGGT
CTGATCGTCTTTGTATTAGGTATACTCTGTATACG
GGTTGGGCGTATACGGGGGATCCTCGTTGGCATC
TTTGTAAGGATTGGCATACGCTTTGGCCGGAGTT
GTATCTTCTGTTGTATACGGGTTGTAAGGATTGGC
ATCTTTGGGATGCGGATCCTTGGCGGGTGCATAC
GCGGGATTGTTATAGTGATTGGGGGGATCTTTTAA
CATGTTTAACATGTTTAACATGTTGTCGGGATCCG
TATAGTGATCGGTTTTATTTAGCAGGTTTAGCAGG
CTCGGTGCATACGTGTTGTTATAGTGATTGATAGC
ATCTGGTGGATCCGTATACGGATTTAACATATTG
CATGGATACTACTTAGCCGGATCTGGTTTTAACA
TATTGGCATACGCTTTGCCGGCATCCGTAGCAGG
TTTGGGCTAGTCCTTGTCGTCTGTAGTTGTTTTGT
CTGCAGTTGTGGTATACGGGTTGTCTTAGTTGTAA
GGATTTAACATATTGTTATAGTGATTTAACACGGT
TGTTTTGGGTGCATGCGGATTGTACTAGTTGGTAG
CTGGAGCATTGGGTTAGTGGTTGTAATGAGCGGG
TTTGCAGTTGGCATATTATTCCGGAGCGGTAGCAT
CTGGATTGGTATCTTTTAACAT
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| Man, I haven't posted here in a while ^^; sorry folks, I've been really out of it (senoritis maybe?) This whole month's been busy as heck lately and I've been losing a lot of steam just trying to keep on top of things, and I'm failing ...
First off there was the SIFE competition that I had to work two weeks on just to get the presentation going, of course it was hard to get all the materials needed right from the get go, and the script kept changing so my presentation slide show had to change along with it x.x gah and then to go to competition and not even place... makes one wonder why I even bother with the program .. i mean this is the second year that we totally bombed, we're not what we used to be...
On top of that, it's my birthday this Saturday, and I'm still not sure what I'd like to do for it -sighs- or for that matter, who'd be available to hang out, I wonder if I'd even be able to get my lil bro out for it. Mom's been asking me what I want, and there was something, but I doubt I'll get it just because... well, I... rather not get into that at the moment.
Maybe I should just skip it this year?
Also, please pray for my friend JennyBeth, as she's not doing all that great right now; and also from my friend Sarah, as she still needs to raise funds for her mission trip this summer.
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"Thou tellest my wanderings: put thou my tears into thy bottle: are they not in thy book? When I cry unto thee, then shall mine enemies turn back: this I know; for God is for me." ~ Psalms 56:8-9
I have secrets... we all have secrets, we all understand that there are just things that we don't want to tell others, or just afraid to tell them. The above passage is one of the few that helps me keep my sanity when it comes to a few of my own. I have multiple blogs... livejournal, xanga, myspace, deviantart, and a few facebook notes... mostly because i know of different people on each one, and yet I don't always post the same stuff on them consitently... i guess its because of the earlier mentioned reasons, too afraid of a person finding this out now or maybe its because i know they wouldn't be interested in the topics i'm talking about.
"I want to tell you so much, but you have so much drama that I don't want to add to yours"
or
"... I don't want to lose our friendship when it seems I've already lost so much of it."
or
"I know you'd just turn away from me"
How many masks have I come up to show each of my friends? How many times do I feel like I'm lying to those I trust and love? How afraid have I become to open my heart to people?
In all this, I'm glad there's someone who knows my secrets, and still loves me. Through all the times I wonder and break down, He's still there to watch over me and hold me in his arms.
This happens to be such a night, where strings on guitars get dripped in red from passionate playing.. where roses get skewered to look better illustrate a feeling...when a cold, night's rain feels more welcoming than a warm blanket. | | |
| | You Are "tab" |  Some people might try to say that you're always spaced out.
You do tend to be a dreamer, but you're also a great multitasker.
You work quickly and efficiently. So it's no problem if you goof off a little while you're working.
And if people want to think you're flakey, that's fine. You're getting more done than they are. |
| You Are Copper |  You are provocative and challenging. You help people realize who they really are.
You live a very balanced life. You always take time for love and art.
You are both a powerful and generous person. You always have time to give back.
People find you to be incredibly ethical and loyal. |
| You Are a Visionary Soul |  You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very in touch with your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul |
| Your Soul is Fiery |  You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.
You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it.
You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true.
Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it.
For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. |
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